It may seem as though I have every reason to be tired. But there's more, or so it seems.
It hit me in the middle of band today: I am so very tired of being in that class. I've never had so little motivation for something until today. I don't want to play anymore and I'm looking forward to the day that I no longer have to. That day is the day after tomorrow. I'll never have to play for Mr. Lusk ever again. Well, no, I will, for the Honors Society Induction at the end of the month.
Tomorrow night is my final spring concert at Fallsburg. My sweet God. I think I'm going to cry afterwards.
