Hey, you remember last year when Anthony wouldn't talk to me for two months and wouldn't tell me why? Well, I've decided that I've actually learned something from that experience.Tony has the address to this place. My giving it to him was prompted by his asking me if I was still mad and then telling me he thought I had no good reason to be. So, I've compiled a bunch of links from this site to save him the time should he return in search of why I'm feeling the way I am (which is borderline angry and upset, I'm in between).
It started with my telling you about one of these.There was the prom. As seen here.There were the days after the prom. As seen here.Way before all this, we went to Wal*mart together. As seen here.The a little after that, we kissed. As seen here and you then proceeded to react like this and this. I was upset. I am hurt. I feel lead on, I feel like you've been giving me mixed signals. And you admitted you did at Sara's party. That was recent so I won't bother linking to that. But remember everything you said night. You apologized to me for acting the way you have towards me over the last few months and now that you're "dating" Cindy *again* you appear to believe that it's actually going to be different this time. I know you like her but you said it yourself, you were stupid about her. I said it before, I care about you too much to cut you out of my life and I think you still want to be my friend. We should talk about this in person.
Okay. Nuff about that.
My parents are out in Boston and are coming home tonight. I think I'm going to the fireworks ceremony tonight at the raceway with Ilene. I've gotta call her. We went out to a party last night of my parents friends.
I tell you, it's weird that I was the one to represent my family. They're not MY friends. But they're fun for coming up with ways to scare my dad when I go to college.
Oh. My sinuses hurt. If someone could please bring some claritin D to frff, I'd really appreciate it. I didn't think to buy any in Toronto two months ago. Kath? Fiona? Puhleez!??
