Well. I suppose I have one person to do a guest entry for me while I'm gone. Everyone will meet Laura, my friend from school, sometime this weekend as she takes over the board. I wanted to see if Tony wanted to write an entry in here but then I figured, I've written the world about him in here already. If I'm not back in time to put in an entry for that day, I'll figure something out. I'm such a bitch today. While my ankle feels a little better, I'm upset because I was walking out of Media Play today and stepped into a pot hole in the parking lot. I fell down to my hands and knees, both of which are now bruised, sore and scraped badly. The earlier part of my day was nice. I'd woken up at around 9am, went to the mall, flirted intensely and unintentionally gave my number to the cashier at Waldenbooks. This guy had piercings. It threw me it first but then I saw that he was a cool guy. I was searching for this book, Good Omens, from which a lot of the quotes from my "Quote of the Minute" section up above originated.
Brian, the cashier, asked me all this information so that he could order the book for me. I gave him all my info and he's like "You don't look like a Sally." So then I told him that was interesting because I was originally named Amanda. He's like "Well, that could work for you." As I walked around the store, he came up to me twice to tease me for not leaving yet. When I found my mother paying him for a few books, I approached and told him "See, she exists." I told her that I had ordered the book but as Brian said, I didn't have to pay for it. "I don't have to put any money down. So, as far as Brian's concerned, I just did this as a desperate attempt to give him my number." He smiled. I smiled. Then we left for Media Play where I bought the book.
I'm beginning to believe in Karma in that I'm starting to think that I am falling victim to my own doings in the past. Albeit, I've never done anything so serious as killing someone or stealing but I believe in relationship Karma. That if you screw someone over in any sort of romantic way or if you aid in the screwing of someone else romantically, that you will in turn, be screwed the same way in your next relationship(s). My point being: I helped Tony essentially "screw" Cindy over by hooking up with him while they were dating. So, I'm fearing (not seriously but it's been on my mind lately) that I will be screwed in some future relationship when my boyfriend hooks up with another girl and never tells me about it or something reasonably similar.
There was a Sex and the City episode based on this last season. Carrie had just finished her affair with an ex which had cost her her relationship with her boyfriend Aidan. As a result, she wonders if all the crap in her life (mugged for her shoes, snubbed when attempting to apologize to the wife of the man she cheated with and finally yelled at when she gets the chance to formally do so) is just retribution for her bad deed.
So when I say that I want to tell Cindy about what Tony and I have done, it's not to make him pay for anything. It's so that I could get it out there cause sometimes, I realize just how pissed off and hurt I'd be if my boyfriend (official or not) would have done that to me.
Okay. I need to get some sleep. I'm leaving bright and early tomorrow morning. Meaning, I've gotta be up at 6am. Simply Sleep never looked so good. Talk to you all on Monday or Tuesday.
