Today's the day I get the cast off. Hopefully.I want to say this and I want it to sound sincere and honest and have you all believe that I'm being serious about it. So, here goes.
When you subtract the desire to be with him, Tony is a very nice guy. I'm not being mean in saying this but I've come to understand that he and I work better as friends than we would as anything else. Don't get me wrong. I'm not ruling out that anything will ever happen to us in the future, I'm just making a comment about how our timing has always been off.
I realized this when he dropped by unexpectedly and without warning last night. Let me say. I usually don't get people dropping by unexpectly or without calling first so when it happens, I'm thrilled. Sat's family welcomes it. I'm just getting used to it but it was nice. I really appreciated the company. We hung out for a few hours and then he left me after beating my ass in scrabble. I think that if I go to Falcon Ridge this weekend, I may have him put in another guest entry. Not sure. That's if I go.
You see, this sucks if I can't go. The tickets are in my glove compartment in my car. They're waiting to be used and if Dr. Atlas tells me that he wants me to stay in the cast for another couple of days, I'm fucked.
I'm feeling pain. If you touch the tiniest toe on my right foot and press down gently on it, it hurts. I don't know if the cast has done anything for me and I don't think that it has. I do not feel as though it has healed any. But still, I hope.
If I'm going to Falcon Ridge this weekend, I'll know tonight at around 3:30 or 4pm.
Small note to those I've spoken to online that are going to Frff, I'm a shy person when it comes to meeting new people. I don't want to feel akward. So, if you're going too, then by all means, if you know me from an elitist fuck of a yahoo group or from the fruhead wall, please say hello.
And if I don't show up, would someone please buy me Jian's solo effort?
I'm exhausted. There was something else I wanted to say in here but I've forgotten what it was. It wasn't really important but I wanted to write something specific.
Oh yes. Anyone see that Kevin James comedy special last night on comedy central. I didn't realize how funny he was.
Wow. All that mental work just to plug a comedian.
