Oh, this so has to be written.So, last night Adrien took an Ambien (sleeping pill for those of you who are unaware. He then began this great rant about terradactyls on buildings and whether or not being in bed with him was safe. Safe. Whenever someone asks me if I'm doing something that's safe or tells me that something I'm doing is dangerous, I think immediately of Tony. Coincidence? I think not.
I nearly fell asleep with Adrien, which wouldn't have been a bad thing. He's so comfortable and cute and sweet when he's medicated.
But his new boyfriend said something last night that made me worry only because it's been on my mind for the past couple of months. Stephan, the boyfriend, was telling us about this girl friend that he'd had in the past who got married a while back. She didn't want to lose her friendship with Stephan and tried to remain as close to him as she could while remaining married to her husband. This struck within me the fear that I won't always be able to remain as close to Adrien as I am now. The shameless flirting, the massaging, everything I've come to love about my friendship with him. Our friendship is stronger than that, I know. But still, I've never been seriously involved with anyone since Adrien and I became the good friends that we are.
I hope I'm wrong.
I'm extremely sore from this weekend. Those crutches beat my ass down and my shoulders are sore. But at least I got people to sign my cast at Falcon Ridge. That was a highlight. I wish I could get a picture of it before it comes off and I possibly get a new one tomorrow.
Tomorrow afternoon is when I go back to Dr. Atlas and either get a new cast or I get to walk again. I miss walking. I know it's only been two weeks and that I'm not as put out as AJ, but I got my hopes up so high last week that to not get it off tomorrow will be very disappointing.
I miss Ellen. She was so wonderful to me this weekend. I need a hug and a massage like the one she gave me the other day which involved stepping on my back and pulling my arms up. We'll hang out once I'm in Albany.
Oy. I'm so very tired. I think I'm going to go take a nap but before I do, I wanted to say a belated g'bye and send a virtual hug to Squee. She was really cool. I'm glad we met up finally and now seriously regret not doing so in Toronto back in May. I'll have to make a trip to Canada to see her soon.
Now I have to focus on going home, getting together with Tony and seeing what we can do together in the time we have left before I head off to collge. I like how we're becoming close friends.
Oh, and thank you Lisa for the guest entry. *Hugs*
