I've been ignoring stuff and failing to pay attention to what I'm really thinking.I'm not sure how comfortable I really am with the religious foundation that this school has. It bothers me because I'm too insecure about my own faith and how much I should have. Matt fucked me up on that. He left a bad taste in my mouth when it comes to religious people and here I am, subconsciously associating everyone here with him.
Damn.
Also, does anyone else find it kind of odd that I was all upset and teary and hysterical about Tony last weekend but now it doesn't seem to cross my mind? Are some of you thankful for that? Cause I'm not. It worries me. But then again, there's been a lot of stuff going down lately.
Any of you like the new background?
In any case, I'm going to bed. I'll do a better job at updating tomorrow...I hope.
