JZ~ You rock.My foot's getting all bitchy with me again. I have an appointment with Dr. Atlas for the 15th back at home. I've got this great 5 day weekend starting next Friday. This weekend is family weekend which means that I get my entire family up here for Saturday. Better something on my own body than another person, right?
I flipped out on Tony the other night for describing, in detail, his dancing with this girl I graduated with. How do you expect me to be happy about that so soon? Yeah, I'm not over him but I'm through with wanting to get him for myself. I'm not used to him being over Cindy and truly ready to move on. I mean, didn't he say that he wasn't over her and that was why he couldn't move on with me? No...That's not a line.
My roommate thinks we don't work well as friends because ours is a relationship that is all or nothing. No middle ground. I thought a lot about that and can't decide whether I agree or disagree. Ah well.
I'm here. He's there. At least there's no rush to work it out before seeing him in class tomorrow. So maybe there is a perk to being 2 hours away.
I still miss him though, not desperately or as much as I thought I was going to. I wanna know how my band's doing without me. I want to get my paint set and bring it here along with my saxophone. It's been about 2 months since I've played my sax and yes, I do miss it.
I miss knowing that I was the best saxophonist at the school. That was a good feeling. I need to get back in touch with my inner musician. There has to be something said for that. And hopefully, that something is a good thing.
I've been seeing a lot of this guy, Todd, lately. He's cute. Got a nice sarcastic face about him and I like that. His voice is like Jason Lee. He ate dinner with me and my friends the other night and last night, ran into me when I was on a break from my music class.
I was getting candy out of the machine and my twizzlers got stuck in the metal swirly thingie. Todd came over and started shaking the machine for me. After a quick hug, he actually walked me back to class. That was pretty sweet. I like the chemistry.
Kevin was watching him staring at me during dinner the other night and agrees that he seems interested in me.
I think this could work if I let it happen.
