I'm going to make this short and quick cause I'm due back at work in 3 minutes and I don't need the SRI nazis hunting my ass down.Dave and I had sex again last night and now I'm debating having nothing to do with him ever again yet at the same time, I'm saddened by this thought cause he's a good guy and he's had a good impact on me.
Men, are you proud of me? I can totally relate to the stereotype of why so many never call their partners again.
It wasn't that it was bad. It was just nothing and I find that odd. I discussed this with Kate last night when I got back at around 1am.
I have this urge to flee from him and that scares me. It's the last thing I want. I'm afraid of doing something stupid like ending it.
But which is more retarded; to stay with him or to leave? I might just be freaking out over one bad experience.
Just my thoughts...More later...or not. I'm not sure what's going on tonight.
Back to work. Later all :)
