If this is "for the best" then why do I feel like I'm making a mistake?I'm not sure. I want this. I want him. I don't know why I let things get to me and end them "out of nowhere."
I don't want this to end yet. The ball is in my court. He's told me what he wants and now it's my turn to make some demands.
I just want him. What am I doing to myself?
