Welcome to the world of the fucked.I got this letter from the HEOP people about the status of my application. You know that job I wanted so that I'd be able to live on campus, get some ass from Dave and be independent during the summer?
"After much consideration," they've decided to go for someone more qualified or something said in nicer words.
You evil evil bastards. Don't you know I was counting on that? Now I have to live at home because no other job would offer free room and board for the summer and what with the financial hole my family is in right now, they wouldn't be able to support me for the summer if I wanted to sublet. Plus, my parents would give me this over-protective crap about how they would prefer I come home if there's no summer job at the college cause they could be sure I'd be safe and protected here. Motherfucking...
Yeah. Safe. Protected. But not happy, kinda like right now.
I feel like hurting someone. Needless to say, in several areas of my life, I need to find another option.
Love/Sex: Dave isn't satisfying me emotionally or sexually and trying doesn't make a difference.Money: I may not be able to find a job at the college and the school won't support me with free room and board if I got an off campus job. This is to be expected.
I'm really feeling anti-social today. Don't be surprised if you don't hear from me for a while. Fucking lurker might get his fucking wish. I don't feel like talking about anything for a while.
