I've been sitting on this opinion for a while. There's been people asking me about whether or not I'm going to make an appearance at FRFF this year. I kept saying that my answer would be a yes if I made enough money this summer to attend but there are other factors involved. I know this will probably put some of you at ease that my presence will not be felt this year but this brings me to another point. I could go and be there just to annoy some people. I could hang out with all their friends while they sit there in discomfort, failing to understand how their friends could possibly associate with me considering what I've done/said/felt in the past. What sort of person would that make you for allowing yourself to be affected by me in such a way?
I hate that people would rather go behind my back to discuss the things that I do instead of asking me about them directly. But of course, even if someone were to ask me, I'd probably just say "That's none of your business." This would result in anger because they'd realize that they didn't have the right to ask me about things, make judgements or talk behind my back about what they think of me because it's none of their business in the first place. By some fluke of knowledge or word of mouth, they think they know something that, in turn, also makes them think they're better off knowing.
You'll notice that I've tried not to make judgements in this diary about people that I know mainly online or barely at all. I keep those opinions (notice I said opinions and NOT facts) to myself where they belong because talking about someone behind their back has a fucking funny way of getting back to that person.
And do you really want to see another rant like this knowing that you've caused it?
I think not.
Good day. Enjoy it for all it's worth. My car is $2000 away from being fixed and that's about $2000 that I do not and will not have because until it gets fixed, I cannot drive it to work.
But on the bright side, the sun's out today and it's very warm out there.
Why am I inside?
