Aw snap.Greg.
I have a crush.
I haven't felt OR acted this stupid towards/about someone I unexpectedly liked.
Interpret that how you will, just know that I too hate how retarded I can get when a flashy new object comes around to steal away some attention.
See...given any other situation, I probably wouldn't be attracted. I can't even explain why but I don't think I would. He so does not fit my type but he's so aloof. Picture me as a boy with foppish hair and an intent to be a bio major who paints.
Yeah, come on. You can do it. He's the anti-type, which is refreshing for me...and for once, anti-type doesn't mean a badass.
My problem is that there is so much not being said. We're not dating or committed and nothing has been said by way of any of that just yet. But, as time goes on and I think he knows this and is exploiting it to the fullest, I want things to go faster. I think that we should at least establish that there's something here even if it's not labeled as anything that way more time can be spent without doubt.
I wish I knew how to stop being such a moron and just rape him already, mentally and physically...but that's not my style.
