In the third week of my Elavil.Quitting Bath and Body Works?
Contemplating going to work for Starbucks solely for money and a fixed, dependable schedule.
Living in a single next year.
To cut my hair or not.
Go back on the pill.
Afraid of never writing more of my musician novel.
Calling Dave because I just plain miss the drama he presented.
Seeing people who I'm convinced resemble him in some way.
Abandoning hope of being with Greg because of my own insecurities.
All these and more depending on who wants to hear about what the most.
I really did mean it when I said I'd let some of you do ghost entries for me, pretending you're me or something like that. It's awful because I when I'm finally free to write something in this, I simply don't feel like it.
I hate that. I paid money to have a gold membership and I'm squandering it.
Time to stop visiting so many John Mayer sites and downloading photos of his sex face.
Yay for google. You're not finding John Mayer porn here.
