Is it wrong for me to skip class again this morning?I ache.
I ache because I've been crying.
I ache because I've been crying because I'm hurt.
I'm hurt because I'm single again. Nick says he doesn't think he has what it takes to make me happy. He wants to still be friends.
I'm sorry but I have to say no. Not yet. I hurt too much. I thought my problem would be making it past 3 months. I thought my problem would be pushing HIM away. I thought I could depend on him being the steady and reliable one.
I thought a lot of things and apparently I was wrong. I told him he was making a mistake, regardless of whether or not he knew it yet and that he would regret letting me go.
I can't go more than 5 minutes without crying. This hurts. I thought breaking up with Dave hurt? This is worse. This time it aches more. This time I don't want to stop crying.
Any of you fuckers see THIS one coming? Anyone out there gonna tell me that they knew this was going to happen? Go ahead. Try your luck with me today.
I'll fucking castrate you.
