I think it's really sad that he and I have come to this:Nick: heyMe: how've you been?Nick: good tired, how are you doingMe: sick, not goodNick: that is not goodMe: no...but better than last fridayNick: that is good, i am going to go lay down and hopefully fall asleepMe: been wanting to catch up with you for a while, but ya never seem to be there or call back and stuff. i don't even know if you got my messages off this last nightNick: no i did notMe: would you give me a call later? please?Nick: yeah if i am wakeMe: please...okay. i just kinda feel snubbed lately. but that's just meNick: why is thatMe:I'm not even sure. it's stupid. i just feel like i never see or talk to you anymore.Nick: i am busy with work and shit, my mom called me for the first time in like a month.Me: i know... i just don't want you thinking that if i don't call you every now and again, that i'm snubbing and that i hate you...cause i don'tNick: wondering what is up, cause i have talken to her in longMe: does she know about you and me? i've been meaning to ask...would have on friday but i was drugged...Nick: that we broke upMe: yeahNick: yeah, well i am goign to get going. need sleep.Me: my main point is this: i'd like to see/talk to you more without feeling like i'm doing all the effort. that's all. okay. sleep well...i need some tooNick: lol, i will talk to you later.Me: you get me? yeah, okay...i just thought you should know.Nick: ok, talk to you later. Bye.Me: miss ya, hon. talk with you later
Meh. I'm starting to not feel so bad about moving on.
