In regards to yesterday's entry, it was Tony. We hung out yesterday and it was better because I'm different this time.This is currently pissing me off:Jana: hey.Me: hey.Jana: I did something dumb. I had sex with John and the condom broke before he came so I think I'm ok but still. it was stupidMe: pre-cum, hon.Jana: I know.Me: Honey, you really shouldn't just be having sex with a condom aloneJana: I knowMe: PLEASE look into better options. Promise me you will.Jana: ok, but should I take the morning after pill.Me: and i'm not talking thicker condoms here. i dunno...call planned parenthood tomorrow and ask themJana: tomorrow it will be too late and I don't have a car. it was taken awayMe: there's really nothing you can do for now anyways. when are you due?Jana: at the end of the weekMe: okay wait til then. if nothing shows up, then go and buy a preg test...if you were able to take the morning after pill, you should be fine taking The Pill.
I want her to realize how fucking lucky she is. She has a world of contraceptives open to her that I don't. She can take the pill, the mini pill, the shot, the morning after pill and, most importantly, RU-486 and others.
I cannot. If I take them, I run the risk of the most painful migraine in the world as well as a stroke. If I got pregnant, I'd have to get a surgical abortion in place of the morning after pill and RU-486.
I think she has it easier. Jana took the morning after pill no less than a month ago. It's starting to seem as if it's her answer to every instance of condom problems. I want her to be smarter than that.
I've advised her before...but no, she just doesn't heed my advice for anything and that irks me most of all.
She has an amazing voice, great talent, she's beautiful. She shouldn't be held back by a pregnancy or a baby just before she goes to study vocal music.
I don't understand.
