At what price should someone express their sexuality?Sometimes I wonder if I even have it in me to actually have a one night stand.
The more I think about actually having one with M, the more I get intimidated and analyze it.
Other times, I wonder if I've gone too far with this whole thing, if I've teased him with more than I can actually give...or maybe I'm just scared that I could actually do it and unleash the intensity of the entire thing, by showing myself how sexual I really can to be and not feel guilty for it.
I'm worried about getting hurt here. Really worried about getting hurt here. One of the only few other options to getting myself out of this is to land a boyfriend before summertime comes and M and I live in the same dorm.
I just checked his away message. It reads, "It pays to be single."
I don't think so.
