I hate cramps.But in other news, it's been a week since I've seen my lovelies at the festival.
I want to talk more about one specific moment that meant the world to me; being on the hill with AJ while Dar sang "Iowa."
I didn't even make it through the first chords without tearing up and so I leaned over onto AJ's shoulder and let it all go. There was a funny moment with his arm around me that I reached for his hand but he thought I was trying to push him away. But it had to be the sweetest thing I've felt in a long time...companionship, unquestioning and just existing.
I wish I could make that moment last longer than the four minutes it was encapsuled in. I think about it when Jeremy pisses me off (which is practically all the time).
So AJ, when you're feeling low, remember that when times are at their worst with Jeremy, I'm thinking about a hillside in Hillsdale.
