Okay. Need advice.What do you do when the fag to your hag is going to be living upstairs from you, directly?
Kev'n and I'll live in the same dorm this year, same hallway and he'll be in the same room number on the floor above me.
I'm afraid that I'm going to be the first person he goes to whenever ANYTHING goes wrong. And by anything, I mean everything. He can be very emotionally taxing sometimes and that because I'm so close physically, he's going to be in my room all the time.
What if I'm busy getting lucky? What if I just didn't want to open the door for him so I kept it locked at all times so that I could screen? There are times when he just came to my room after class this year when his dorm was halfway across campus. He just would come in and sit down and not do anything. Not say anything. Eventually, I learned his tics. I noticed how he randomly adjusts his balls in front of everyone and stretches so that you can see his happy trail. But now it's annoying.
He can be very dramatic. He can be extremely emotionally taxing and mean sometimes and then he says he hates himself and other things like "such and such went wrong/will never happen to me because, let's face it, I'm a loser."
At the beginning of summer, he told us that he was applying to other colleges. Well, I went on with the hope that maybe we'd be able to avoid all of this shit because he just wouldn't be there in the fall. The other night, he said he "chickened out" and was going to come back to our college in the fall.
I was disappointed. I was actually looking forward to his leaving. And that has me feeling all shatty inside.
So, how do I go about saying "Listen, I love you and I don't want you thinking I don't care or want to be around you cause I do. I just think that with us living so close to each other, there's the big chance we're going to spend too much time around each other and we'll get sick of each other. What can we do about this?"
