I know that this admission will leave some of you wondering "Why?" and more importantly "Why now?"But, I want Jian back in my life just so I can tell him I'm happy for him. Also, just to reconnect (though most of our past connection involved a whole fuck of a lot of disconnection).
I'm watching him on >Play and I actually allowed myself to laugh at him. For some reason, earlier I would restrict myself from paying too much attention to him, listen to his music or just watch >Play alone. But lately, lately I've had time for myself.
I wish him well.
Hopefully, dear reader, you won't have to listen to me write something like this every single time I watch him on TV.
PS~ It probably has something to do with the fact that today is Rosh Hashana (or was) and I've been wanting to start something new.
