Well, it's been a fucking long time but I wanted to post an update...five months worth of recaps:January:
What the fuck was it doing being January?
Started going out with Carim, became good friends with Miguel and his roommate Chris.
February:
What the fuck was it doing being February?
Miguel starts IMming me constantly asking me if I wanted to have sex, knowing I was still going out with Carim.
March:
What the fuck was it doing being March?
Have good oral sex with Carim but bad intercourse sex with Carim...he goes soft. Sexual partner count: 4 men in just under two years.
Break up with Carim. Miguel and I have sex for the first time in seven months. He goes soft.
April:
What the fuck was it doing being April?
The BLSU Expoze happens and Miguel calls me at 5AM to ask me for a huge favor ~ needs a ride to the bus station so he can go back to the Bronx to check in on a newly injured family member. Says he 'owes me cock.' Three days later he says he can't do it anymore.
Three days after that, it's my school's festival weekend. I get trashed. Miguel gets trashed and IMs me to go back to my room and get naughty. It happens. It's better than any of the times we were together and sober.
May:
What the fuck was it doing being May?
Pregnancy scare from that last time with Miguel. Three days late and four negative pregnancy tests later, I get my period and some of the worst cramps ever.
School gives me $2k, which allows me to spend half on a laptop and half on summer housing.
I get two jobs: secretary for Br. Brian and tech consultant for the computer services.
Currently...it's quiet at school, where I will be until the end of summer. I am not going home for any amount of time longer than a weekend.
I'll be in touch in another six months...
later sweeties,
sally
